sábado, 15 de noviembre de 2014

The Locust


From his Caribbean zenith the politician watches his universe through the window of its presidential office. His hands are intertwined in his back. He contemplates the vast Atlantic Ocean at his feet. The glass window fogged with saltpeter reflects the spectral image dressed in exquisite fabrics and in a custom-made suit from a prominent tailor of haute couture. With regal air, he fixes his twisted tie, and the sparkle of his wristwatch distracts him from the view for a moment. He grins. Wallowing in his success while comparing himself to God has been his habit. He knows how to blend. His fears of living in poverty have gone to oblivion. His father has finally realized that he is a winner, an ace handling political matters. Despite his short height, he feels almighty. Untouchable. He gets lost for a moment remembering the adulation: Welcome, don Hipólito. How can we help you? None of that. We'll take care of the bill. How much do you want? Sure, Mr. Senator. Of course we won't say a word. That's impossible. Yes, I know you will help me with your legislative work. But that is too much; I don't have that amount of money.
No one dared to cross him or snitch on him.
Imbeciles, he says. Invertebrates. I do my job; if they want benefits, they must pay. It’s all fair. I also have paid my dues. It has not been easy rising to where I’m at. No one will dare go against me. These rotten investors have more than they need; they will learn how to share it.
But someone did complain.

The blows to the door bring him back. He frowns. Looks at his watch. It's twelve o'clock noon. 
—Don't interrupt me, Elena. Have lunch and take your time. We will fix it later.
The door opens, and two uniformed stalwarts, wearing aviator sunglasses storm into the office. They're wearing caps with the initials FBI.
—Mr. Hipólito Ferrer, we have a search warrant and a court order for your arrest. You're being charged with extortion, money laundering and public corruption. Please, don't touch anything and let us do our job without major setbacks.
—That's impossible! I don't know what you're talking about. You cannot charge me with anything. This is a farce and a political vendetta orchestrated by your ADA. Her lies will not sustain in court. I have not committed a single violation of law in my whole life. 
The politician struggles to avoid being handcuffed. Another agent twists his arm. A third agent ties his hands while Hipólito watches the vast Atlantic Ocean vanishing at his feet. The politician eyes distill the hatred that he felt toward the agents. 
—You have nothing on me. I'm innocent.
Don Hipólito walks down the stairs with the same arrogance that he has walked them up from the moment he took office. Again fear haunts him.

He swore by his dead mother to no avail. He was stripped from his exquisite fabrics, and lost his flashing wristwatch. Flattery turned to mockery. His cronies vanished when he was brought to justice. No lawyer wanted to defend him. He ran out of money. His Christ-like attitude was useless. He was ostracized. Everyone betrayed him. Why him? Everyone was doing it. It was jealousy. They will pay. Like a phoenix I will rise again from my ashes. They will see. He became a faceless character among those who lived together in the supposed reformatory that he himself once ordered to be built. He was humiliated. The spectrum mirrored in his urine reflected the cowardly man that he always hated.


Due to such unsustainable smelly Hades and lacking the opulence that he amassed from his pinnacle, he opted to snitch on the ringleader that raped him and was responsible for the disappearance of many inmates. His honest gesture earned him a reward: he descended to the Malebolge. Soon after his progeny arose.

sábado, 10 de mayo de 2014

Laissez-faire

El aguacero que caía aquella mañana víspera del Día de las Madres no fue suficiente para aplacar las llamas que consumían mi casa. Tan contenta que me levanté. Me desperté con hambre luego de mucho tiempo de inapetencia. La quimioterapia había logrado lo que las pastillas para rebajar no pudieron: controlar mi apetito voraz. Si tan solo hubiera estado más pendiente de lo que hacía en la cocina, en vez de estar testeando a Juan para saber cuándo regresaba de su viaje al exterior, si Martín no hubiera insistido en salir a hacer sus necesidades en aquel momento inoportuno, no me hubiese quedado fuera de la casa con el sartén lleno de aceite sobre la hornilla encendida a toda capacidad. Le cantaleteé a Juan, que no me gustaba que aquella puerta se cerrara sola porque me quedaba afuera de la casa a cada rato. Odie a Martín desde que Juan lo trajo a la casa. Tenía la mirada torcida. Igual de torcida fue la mía cuando me vi fuera de la casa, totalmente imposibilitada de hacer nada. No nacían las fuerzas para romper ni las puertas ni las ventanas. El tratamiento contra el cáncer me robótoda la energía vital. Culpé a Martín. No, mi despiste fue el responsable. ¿Por qué Juan se antojó de que viviéramos tan apartados de los demás? He sido incapaz de hacer más de una cosa al mismo tiempo. Cuando regresey se encuentre sin casa me culpará. Todo echado a perder. Solo quedarán las escaleras en cemento como evidencia lo que fue nuestra casa soñada. No soportaré su mirada de odio. Los hermosos tonos azules de la pintura se transformaron en enormes parches de negro carbón. Lloré. Rabié. No fue buen día para amanecer con hambre. Me quedé sin nada. Solamente con la bata transparente que mostraba mi figura marchita y ajada, mis pechos caídos. Solo faltaba que el cáncer terminara conmigo. Tomé acción. Me acerqué a las llamas que escapaban fuera de la casa y dejé que  me abrazaran. Lo primero que se pinto de fuego fue mi bata, luego las hilachas que me nacían en la cabeza. Era una llama fría. Temí que me consumiera el dolor, pero no. Reí. Por primera vez fui feliz. Me sentí como Juana de Arco, viva en las llamas. Una viga de madera cayó desde el alero y me tumbó inconsciente. Me vi salir de mí y llegar a estas ultratumba limbal y aquí espero lo que vendrá después. Lo peor es que sigo con hambre.

viernes, 21 de marzo de 2014